Hopeless

Song I often listen to when I sometimes feel lonely seeing no friends beside me, hopeless seeing my grades, stressful, depressed seeing the failures I have made, failed for being a good child or good friend, etc etc



Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one.
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

Why are you laughing?
Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me.
When did you become strong?
Since when have you felt weakness?
How long must you wait
for the day you understand to come?

The sun is rising. I must go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
The more people said things like that,
the more even laughing became agony.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

Beyonce's Upcoming Album

Hey2 I've been longing for her new album so much. After her 2006's huge album, of course many people hope her new album at least as good as before. And finally, the two new songs for the album have been premiered on several radios in the United States (I read from news October 7 or 8), before it will be released next month. And, I like the 2 songs so much. 'If I Were A Boy' is really nice pop stuff from her. Second song, "Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It)" is good also, but I have to admit that it is not as good as her previous hits like Deja Vu, or Irreplaceable. It just like the same as "Get Me Bodied". Both songs are very nice, but I anticipate for a song with more beat in it as she is really pro in it, yeah I think the fans will think the same. I cannot say the previous album is better because of the 2 songs only, but overall these 2 are really excellent.

When I scrolled down my blog it seems to be a music blog, err, because there are many albums I am waiting for which will be released in the end of this year. Hmm, I'm waiting for Jay Chou's new album (the main song is sooooooooo superb), release date is postponed for 1 week, but, yaa it's fine, then Beyonce (hopefully not postponed, then it's next month), EXILE (waaa in my birthday!!!), Agnes Monica (come on, I'm waiting for 3 years, oh noooo), BoA's US debut album (is it really this year? oh I hope there's a better song than the single), Britney's Circus (wah a day before my birthday, but it's on her birthday, go on gal!!), YUI's b-side compilation(next month), mmmm, don't know what else, I forgot :), but, don't forget the exam period - 4 weeks from now, oh no T_T